Okay, somedays things seem to be getting better. I work at it and really struggle to make it. I am sure that good will come of this. This is the positive "me" coming through. I know that it is hard but therapy is helping. T and i had a great weekend. We went to Lancaster and went shopping. It was a lot of fun and it gave me recharge in my batteries. I needed it. But, I did miss Ava. IT was hard to be away from her for the first time.